Tall, unavailable brunets. Thank god, I was getting worried.

( What if she just keeps joking about their horrid love life? What if she just keeps drinking and laments about Paul a little, and then maybe Sarissa will think Beth jumped off of the train to make all of her problems go away too. What if she just hangs up and is done with the lot of them? Except Cosima, maybe.

What if she just tells Sarissa the truth that's been weighing against her chest ever since she arrived here? What if she just said the words aloud, "I didn't kill myself, Dyad killed me" and let the others make their judgements, for better or for worse? Would it even make her feel any better, for another soul to know the truth? Would it make them feel any better? )

If I promise to forgive our dear sister, will you tell me more about this mafia princess?

( What if she just lets it eat away at her insides instead? )