( Probably. No, she's sure she doesn't. Like it or not, Beth knows desperation far too intimately to ever truly hold Sarah accountable for what happened after her death. She's angry and hurt, sure, but mostly she's just jealous. It might have been chaotic, but how nice it seems to her to have a handful more days to be allowed a life, even if it wasn't really her. She wanted those days, weeks, however long she managed to get away with it. Beth wanted that time, and Sarah--
well the point is, her anger is all over the place. No one died, she has to keep reminding herself of that. No one died, because of what Sarah did.
No one except Beth. )
Look, I know you're protective of her. Of them all, but so was I. ( if a voice could sound like a scowl and a sob at the same time, it might just sound like Beth's voice right now. ) I didn't jump because I couldn't hack it.
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( Probably. No, she's sure she doesn't. Like it or not, Beth knows desperation far too intimately to ever truly hold Sarah accountable for what happened after her death. She's angry and hurt, sure, but mostly she's just jealous. It might have been chaotic, but how nice it seems to her to have a handful more days to be allowed a life, even if it wasn't really her. She wanted those days, weeks, however long she managed to get away with it. Beth wanted that time, and Sarah--
well the point is, her anger is all over the place. No one died, she has to keep reminding herself of that. No one died, because of what Sarah did.
No one except Beth. )
Look, I know you're protective of her. Of them all, but so was I. ( if a voice could sound like a scowl and a sob at the same time, it might just sound like Beth's voice right now. ) I didn't jump because I couldn't hack it.